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I haven't gone out in days til today. I feel like I haven't seen sunlight as well. I wake up at 3pm, clean the house, get dinner ready. Watch Anime while eating dinner. Hop on the pc til 6am, then sleep til 3pm. That was my cycle the past few days. Once, I woke up at 2pm, did my usual routine, slept at 8pm. Woke up at 12am, then slept at 8.30am. Woke up at 2pm, slept at 4pm. My sleep cycle was so fucked. I was soooo drained of energy I had the 'can't be fucked' to do anything the whole day/night. All this to set up my business. I had a system going until Ling introduced me to a program called Myob. It takes care of everything in one, unlike the system I had which needed two programs.

So glad she introduced this to me, but I had to get used to the new system and the program itself. Redid most of the stuff I had with the old programs. So drained. Same time Skip worked on the website (not the fb page). So yes, we will have a proper website up soon. Itll definitely be more secure compared to facebook, and saves both me and my customers time! ^^ So excited! Its slow for now, but I am determined it will be very busy soon! ^^

 I have purchased several stuff for the business, non for myself. Resisting the temptation to claim them for my own haha! Such a bimbo XD. Other than my business, nothing else exciting happening now ^^ Can't wait til life gets more interesting! Til then, take care my readers! :D

Happy Birthday to ME! :D

Hao lian much hahaha.

But today, I have nothing planned. To me birthdays has always been like a normal day to me. I don't feel any older (I feel old before my birthdays rofl) yet. :p

I may say that but deep down I know its my birthday and I do feel special ^^ so I am still appreciate in life that I am born, I have a great family, nothing more I can ask for, Skip's family has been so good to me as well, I feel like I'm part of their's too.

But then again, its still another day. Still have to work, still have to continue with chores and errands haha. Only thing I look forward to on my birthdays are wishes from my parents. Anyone else can forget, its alright, you may be busy, occupied with so many stuff in mind, atleast I know we are in good terms. But my parents, must must must! They've never forgotten my birthdays. My dad is always the slowest to wish me, but I reckon its the best. Like saving the best for the last. ^^

I pray this birthday will go well though. I have no plans whatsoever. I used to hate birthdays before. My exes never really did anything for me, one even made me cry (not joyful tears!) :S and being here in Perth without my family (other than Greg) was sad. But its okay now ^^ I've dropped that hate.

So, birthdays, I am happy I'm getting lots of wishes, but if I don't, no drama as well. Its my day. To be happy of my life, my existence. As long as I am happy, its all good.

I am extremely happy now by the way! My birthday present to myself, is a ONLINE SHOP! Thats the change I have been blogging about. I intend to keep this business for as long as I could, and Korean beauty care and cosmetics, because there is no physical shop in Perth that sells this. I am too poor to rent a place and start a business that way haha! So I have done it online! Its a plus, because I can also work from home and be close with my doggies and Skip! ^^ And to keep up with their mess. They are like tornado of dirt and shit when I'm out for work rofl.

So yea! Come support my shop if you can/want! ^^

Be You Beauty Online Store facebook page

By the way, I'd like to thank Jessica, for putting the seed of starting an online business in my head. Its the best idea yet, and I don't know why I didn't start one sooner lol! So yea! Thats all ^^

Thanks for reading :)

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Life has been good.

I used to take advantage of the good things that happen to me 2 years ago. But after opening my eyes and seeing clearly whats infront of me, it feels so damn good.

It feels like there was a switch in my life. I could see what was bad for me and got rid of it, and did my best to keep or regain the good that I've pushed aside long ago.

One thing that has and always will be important to me is friendship. I have learnt not to push things too far, and sadly I had to learn it the hard way in order to finally see what I've done. I know now. Who is bad for me and who is good for me. Even if its my life, I have to also realise if I am good for anyone in their lives too.

I was so stubborn before, always wanted things my way, and if it didn't go my way, I'd make a fuss. A mega fuss. But awhile back, I realise, people change, whether its good or bad, its not the same as how it used to be hence I may not be as close to the people whom I used to be close with. I may not be able to interact with them like how I used to. Everyone goes through shit, meets different people, and before you realise all this during your absence physically in their lives, there is a wall built up. This wall is to protect themselves from family and friends. Its what makes them strong. Whatever the reason may be, respect it.

I am very grateful for having Skip in my life. There is so many things I appreciate about him, no one else has been this good to me.

So knowing this, don't push it. Go at a slow and steady pace. Winning a race that way is so worth it. I am glad there are still people in my life who actually overlooked most of my bullshit before. I am glad because I didn't destroy everything I love. Kevin, Irene and Gretsen. You three have been there for me all the time. The advises you guys give and the sincerity in your words.

I am so grateful for having two of my friends from highschool back in my life. Michelle and Jessica. All my bad deed, bad wordings, bad behaviour has been forgiven by them. I am trully thankful for that. They have the biggest heart. The hearts of gold. They are my inspiration to love and forgive, my motivation to look at life in a happier view.

I will cherish their friendship. Near or far. Thank you for being my life you guys.

Change

Its time for a change. Its in progress, and I know its good. I can feel it in my bones.

I can't wait.

Whatever it is, may be easy for some who has done it, but I'm finally able to do mine. I'm so excited. I am constantly wrecking my brain thinking and planning it. Its going to be awesome.

My very own. Very soon.