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Life has been good.

I used to take advantage of the good things that happen to me 2 years ago. But after opening my eyes and seeing clearly whats infront of me, it feels so damn good.

It feels like there was a switch in my life. I could see what was bad for me and got rid of it, and did my best to keep or regain the good that I've pushed aside long ago.

One thing that has and always will be important to me is friendship. I have learnt not to push things too far, and sadly I had to learn it the hard way in order to finally see what I've done. I know now. Who is bad for me and who is good for me. Even if its my life, I have to also realise if I am good for anyone in their lives too.

I was so stubborn before, always wanted things my way, and if it didn't go my way, I'd make a fuss. A mega fuss. But awhile back, I realise, people change, whether its good or bad, its not the same as how it used to be hence I may not be as close to the people whom I used to be close with. I may not be able to interact with them like how I used to. Everyone goes through shit, meets different people, and before you realise all this during your absence physically in their lives, there is a wall built up. This wall is to protect themselves from family and friends. Its what makes them strong. Whatever the reason may be, respect it.

I am very grateful for having Skip in my life. There is so many things I appreciate about him, no one else has been this good to me.

So knowing this, don't push it. Go at a slow and steady pace. Winning a race that way is so worth it. I am glad there are still people in my life who actually overlooked most of my bullshit before. I am glad because I didn't destroy everything I love. Kevin, Irene and Gretsen. You three have been there for me all the time. The advises you guys give and the sincerity in your words.

I am so grateful for having two of my friends from highschool back in my life. Michelle and Jessica. All my bad deed, bad wordings, bad behaviour has been forgiven by them. I am trully thankful for that. They have the biggest heart. The hearts of gold. They are my inspiration to love and forgive, my motivation to look at life in a happier view.

I will cherish their friendship. Near or far. Thank you for being my life you guys.